I’m just going to go ahead and be mega gay because my parents have totally pissed me off bye saying my relationship with Laura “isn’t real” because we met online and have only met each other twice because it’s absolute bullshit and I can’t believe they’d even say that to me.
I am absolutely certain that I will NEVER find anybody ever that I love as much as my girlfriend. It does not matter that we have 200+miles between us and it does not matter that we have only met twice. I owe my entire life to this girl. She is the reason behind every single smile, every single scar on my body healing perfectly and most importantly she is the reason behind every single breath that I breathe. I don’t think anybody will ever understand what we have or what she has done for me. She is quite literally my everything and that’s why it kills me every time somebody treats us as a joke. I don’t want to ever be with anybody but her. It sounds stupid but I remember I used to crawl out of bed every morning having to drag myself around the house getting ready but now I have a reason to be awake I never feel like waking up is a chore. She is basically my reason for enjoying every single second of the day fully. It sounds so damn cheesy but I want to grow old with her and I want to be able to look at her when we’re like 90 and think to myself “we made it together”, knowing that I stayed with the most beautiful and thoughtful girl that is in my life.
I think the first time we met I almost had a heart attack. I honestly was so nervous because I really liked her and it was so important that I didn’t screw anything up. I was honestly shaking pretty much the whole time. When she asked to hold my hand I could’ve died right there because I still don’t think that I deserve her, not even after all this time, I don’t. I think that I could live a thousand lives and I will still not be worth a single minute of her time. She’s so very precious to me and I am not even slightly ashamed of her. I tell people with pride that she is my girlfriend. I will never feel ashamed that we met online because it does not make our relationship any less valid.
I think the thing is that we may not have the opportunity to see each other face to face every day but that just makes me appreciate her a hell of a lot more. A lot of people who are dating take for granted stupid things like being able to hold their partner’s hand but when we do get to meet we do and will continue to cherish every single moment because we know exactly how precious our time together is.
I fall in love with Laura more and ore every single day and just when I think I can’t fall in love with her any more she does something stupidly adorable like sends me hot chocolate or a selfie she thinks she looks awful in and I know they don’t seem like big deals to most people but getting gifts from her means more to me than from anyone else because they’re never for occasions, she buys me gifts to remind me that she cares and loves me, and the “awful” selfies are important to me because it shows me how comfortable she feels around me.
I know a lot of you won’t read this because it’s pretty boring I just want to reiterate that these are only a couple of reasons why people shouldn’t ever tell me my relationship isn’t real. I have endless reasons why I love this girl so if you ever tell me it isn’t real just prepare for a very long ramble (I’m talking the length of a Harry Potter book)!
tyvm for putting up with my gayness continue with ur day <3
reblogging this for the anon who left “LDRs r not real thou lolz” in my ask box have a fab day
srsly though, Jemma and Laura are super cute (and real!) and anyone who says otherwise deserves to be slapped with a fish
narcissa malfoy was probably the most powerful occlumens in hogwarts history and nobody knew
she literally stood up to lord voldemort and lied that harry potter was dead and i don’t know about you but if i were an evil ruler i would probably want to triple-check that my nemesis was, you know, actually deceased
voldemort had actual doubts about snape
narcissa swans on by without a whisper, without a second glance
There’s too much “I need him, he completes me” and not enough “I complete me yet I want them along for this journey”